Me. Learn. Everything

Love is patient and  kind Love  does not envy or boast It  is not arrogant  or rude It  does not insist on its own way It  is not irritable or resentful It  does not rejoice at wrongdoing, but  rejoices with the truth. Love bears all things believes all things hopes all things endures all things. Love never ends. 1 Corinthians 13:4-8A(ESV)

Love. What is love? Is that something/someone that always appreciate us? Is that something/someone that will never leave us? Is that something/someone that always breathing/beating for us? Is that something/someone that will always fight for us? Love. What is love?

I've been dreaming about going to South Korea for quite a long time. At first, it's because I heard some K-POP music (no doubt. I remember the first time I take an interest towards K-POP Idol, Big Bang. Stay still though. HAHAHAHAHA). Well, after I watched some of their  TV shows, tried some foods, I've taken a lot of attention (I don't know what I'm talking about in this sentences). Main point is I like it. Their foods, their culture, their scenery (?), their music, their language, their ................. everything. Yeah, I think. I got the to the point where I want to go there. But I don't have anyone to go with, I don't have anyone who will become my friends/tour guide, I don't have korean friends. Huft. =3= Is/are there someone who know korean people that willing to tell me korean culture, especially from their perspective?

The most frightening thing in the world is when you look into your parents' eyes and see disappointment reflect in their eyes.

If you want to fly, you have to know that you have to fall. But when you have the courage to fall, and there's something prevent you to fall, what's left?

Masuk umur 20 tahun, bikin gw berpikir banyak tentang apa aja yang udah gw lakuin selama ini. What am I doing? How am I in others' eyes?Am I good? Am I bad? Am I annoying? There's a lot of things roaming in my head. I'm kinda sorting all the good and bad things about me. Sifat-sifat mana yang harus gw pelihara, mana yang harus gw buang. Kasarnya, I'm trying not being a bi*ch, I'm trying let go my women logic. Gw berusaha untuk menjadi orang yang lebih simpel,mungkin. Dan gw baru menyadari hal-hal itu setelah gw masuk umur 20 tahun ini. *Where have you been all this time,cath?!* Ada satu hal yang bagi gw susah banget buat gw lepas. Trust issue. Gw sampe sekarang masih belum bisa ngelepas masalah itu di diri gw. Gw paling susah buat ngasih tau masalah gw ke temen-temen gw, bahkan ke yang paling sering ngumpul aja, gw gak pernah cerita. Mungkin karena gw punya ketakutan tersendiri, yang gw sendiri gak tau apa penyebabnya sampe muncul ketakutan itu. *semacam self defen...

I'm back!! Maaf ya, lama banget. Lagi sibuk (baca: main,ngalor-ngidul kemana aja). Hehee.. Lanjut ke cerita. Jadi, Anna dengan senyum najongnya berdiri di depan pintu kosan Jemmy. Gw tanya, ini kenapa ni. Ternyata, di depan udah ada dia,Jemmy,Arini,Jenny,Julia,Iffah,plus Kurni dan Daru (gw gak tau gimana bisa ni anak dua bisa ada). Gw langsung nangkep, gw di surprise-in lagi untuk kedua kalinya. Shoot!! Gw langsung mikir cepet. Klo mereka udah ngumpul di depan, pasti gw mau diapa-apain nih. Mungkin di lemparin telor, tepung, dan semua bahan-bahan yang dipake buat bikin kue, atau gw di ceburin di kolam di perumahan deket situ. Gw langsung reflek mundur kebelakang pintu, alias masuk kedalam kosan. Mereka langsung berusaha menggiring gw keluar, tanpa paksaan. Gw gak mau dong. Secara di pikiran gw udah ada kemungkinan-kemungkinan tadi. Sampe akhirnya, Kurni ama Jemmy berusaha narik gw keluar. Literally narik. Ada kali sekitar 5 menitan gw ama anak dua tarik-tarikan. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA....