It's December and CHRISTMAS IS RIGHT IN THE CORNER!! How will you spend this year Christmas? With family, or someone special (bestfriend,boyfriend,girlfriend)? How,how,how,how? What? Me? Well,It's official. I will spend Christmas this year alone. Without my family (main family. Mom, dad, and my i-can't-let-you-go-even-if-you're-annoying little brother and sister). And what do I get? A Lonely Christmas. TT.TT Sad, definitely. Excited,hmm,a little. Hehee..
I think, I can't feel the essence of Christmas this year. I'll only look that day as 25th of December. Why? Not because I don't celebrate the birth of Jesus Christ,I do, but I wanna see it as a different route(?). Maybe because I have had celebrate it before the exact date (FYI,I've attended Christmas celebration party at December 8th) so I'm thinking that 8 December was Christmas, the birth of Jesus Christ.
Well, I don't know exactly what am I talking about and what am I wanna tell you,guys. I can't think clearly right now because the 'storm' that came to me yesterday, or the day before yesterday. My sister told me she will come to Jakarta, to spend Christmas with me. And she told me, there's no ticket available at 22-25 December, that means, she will come after 25. But, she told me that my mom have bought her a ticket to Sampit, which is my hometown, and she come home today! Ddoo-ddoooonngg!!! (o.o) Moooommm, I wanna come home too. Did you even remember you have one more child, right here in Tangerang? How cruel. TT.TT
Ok, I'm just overreacting. Actually, it's my college that didn't allow me to go home,unofficially. They only give us 10 days for Christmas and new year holiday. After that, we have to face our final test (a week or two weeks after holiday), other have to face their trial thesis experiment (bahasa indonesianya: sidang pertanggungjawaban skripsi, apakah layak untuk di sidangkan. Sepertinya,klo gak salah denger) right after the holiday ends. Can't you see how cruel my college is?! Argh! Hmph! I pray, God will send someone to accompany me spend Christmas so it will not as lonely as I think (Oh, can You make it a guy,a handsome one,please? Hehee. Thanks,God) and other gift from anybody. Hahaa..
I think, I can't feel the essence of Christmas this year. I'll only look that day as 25th of December. Why? Not because I don't celebrate the birth of Jesus Christ,I do, but I wanna see it as a different route(?). Maybe because I have had celebrate it before the exact date (FYI,I've attended Christmas celebration party at December 8th) so I'm thinking that 8 December was Christmas, the birth of Jesus Christ.
Well, I don't know exactly what am I talking about and what am I wanna tell you,guys. I can't think clearly right now because the 'storm' that came to me yesterday, or the day before yesterday. My sister told me she will come to Jakarta, to spend Christmas with me. And she told me, there's no ticket available at 22-25 December, that means, she will come after 25. But, she told me that my mom have bought her a ticket to Sampit, which is my hometown, and she come home today! Ddoo-ddoooonngg!!! (o.o) Moooommm, I wanna come home too. Did you even remember you have one more child, right here in Tangerang? How cruel. TT.TT
Ok, I'm just overreacting. Actually, it's my college that didn't allow me to go home,unofficially. They only give us 10 days for Christmas and new year holiday. After that, we have to face our final test (a week or two weeks after holiday), other have to face their trial thesis experiment (bahasa indonesianya: sidang pertanggungjawaban skripsi, apakah layak untuk di sidangkan. Sepertinya,klo gak salah denger) right after the holiday ends. Can't you see how cruel my college is?! Argh! Hmph! I pray, God will send someone to accompany me spend Christmas so it will not as lonely as I think (Oh, can You make it a guy,a handsome one,please? Hehee. Thanks,God) and other gift from anybody. Hahaa..
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